February 2012
40 posts
So confused. Also, scared. But mostly, just...
But, like, maybe everything’s okay? Even though my gut says otherwise? Or maybe I’m crazy? Even though my gut says otherwise? What is going onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
We just sang *NSYNC to each other as he was walking out the door. So maybe we’re fine. I don’t know.
I sat with lip bitten pleading come down, come down but the floorboards never murmured and I know better than to go back up.
Somehow, this has something to do with love.
It's been a hard weekend.
We had a fight. Not a yelling kind of fight, but a falling out. He told me he doesn’t know if he trusts me. “I don’t not trust you, either,” he said. “A lot of people say I love you and mean something different.” “We’ve only known each other for six months.” It is the worst feeling in the world, not only hearing him minimizing everything...
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DEAR TUMBLR FOLLOWERS:
I need your opinions. I’ve been having some weeeeeird dreams lately, and Canadude has suggested that I canvass y’all to get your take on their potential meaning.
Basically, I keep dreaming about cheating on him. Sometimes with people I know (his roommate), sometimes with people I don’t recognize or like (a bro, my brother, a random stranger), and sometimes without awareness of...
I don't think I can handle coffee.
Half a cup and I feel like death is swiftly approaching with electric fingertips and a slithering smile.
I get frustrated because Canadude answers Jeopardy...
♥
Dear period gods:
PLEASE WAIT TILL AFTER VALENTINE’S DAY TO MANIFEST YOUR SWIFT AND TERRIBLE POWERS. PLEASE PLEASE.
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“Last Love, I have cursed the women you loved before me. Forgive me.
Last Love,...”
– -Last Love, Rachel McKibbens
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So, last night I started reading the first Walking...
It’s SO GOOD. But I had the WORST nightmares afterward about zombie outbreaks and people running rampant killing everyone. Usually I just sleep through my nightmares, but this one woke me up on a few occasions, and just kept on going.
Every time I woke up, Canadude kissed me, told me that I was safe there, that nothing would happen to me, and that he’d protect me. I went back to sleep...
Anonymous asked: What if he refused to let you join?
Anonymous asked: If a TARDIS materialized in front of you, how would you react?
Anonymous asked: What's the difference between peanut butter and jam?
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Monday Check-In
Obsessing Over: Oh, let’s be honest. Pinterest and Wanelo.
Working On: Short story draft and this medieval lit paper. For real. Thinking About: More honesty? My boyfriend’s ex and whether the Third Eye Blind lyrics she posted recently were about him, and if so, why, and whether they still talk or not, and if he ever misses her. Baggage. Nonsense. Pbthpbthpbth!
Anticipating: You...
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Dear internet:
I’d like to tell you about love. In particular, my love. It’s not going to be original and it’s not going to be well-written, but it will be true.
I’ve only been around for a little over a couple decades, but after a few long and intense relationships and a handful of potential romantic interests that ended up going nowhere, I began to realize or believe that I am one...
Anonymous asked: :( My professor told me once that I hadn't "the right to write any way I pleased until I had earned it." I was really frustrated, because I had a voice, a style that I wanted to portray through my pieces and she basically stamped on it. That being said, I think that TKoW has earned her place to write however she pleases on her blog. I know I do. I write SO horribly on my blog,...
Anonymous asked: You are rad! I have been very frustrated with some of the people that achieve "tumblr fame". Often they regurgitate the same imagery that has become so played out (both in content and concept) and talk with so much authority on the subject matter. It's disappointing that people, including myself, praise this lack of originality. Hopefully we can all get back to a more tangible...
Anonymous asked: seriously commend you for your message to TKOW. as an english major myself, I'm often insulted that she calls herself that and then writes the way she does. it's not a lack of editing, it's (as you said) convoluted sentence structure. i know your intention probably wasn't trying to insult/be rude, but i just wanted to let you know that I 100% agree and have thought the same...
Anonymous asked: Bravo in regards to tkow. I really enjoy her aesthetics but I find her dialogue and writing style to be both pompous and spurious.
Anonymous asked: So glad you made mention of it. Her grammar irritates me no end. I don't get how people can praise her writing...
Anonymous asked: agree with anons below.
Anonymous asked: You run a pretty obnoxious blog to be so concerned with someone else's grammar and/or writing style. Just my opinion. *shrugs*
Anonymous asked: Laughing at both. Her reaction is hilariously predictable and your question was perfect. Sorry I'm anon, but I've already crossed her once and I don't want to get blocked by her.
Anonymous asked: mad props.
Anonymous asked: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha tkow omg hahahaha
January 2012
60 posts
Anonymous asked: Bitches be crazy. Especially in college.
Welcome to college.
Where sitting in the same seat every week is suddenly VERY IMPORTANT and snooty chicks will deliberately sit one seat over so that you are forced to not sit next to your friends, but between the snooty chick and the morbidly obese girl who smells like a petting zoo and won’t stop loud-breathing while watching me do things. Ugh. The worst.
Anonymous asked: Congratulations on your new apartment. Now you can be like me and enjoy the freedom of waking up at 5 am with a powerful craving for Sour Patch Kids, going to a gas station to pick up a pack, then falling back asleep for three hours before class and there's not a soul in the world that can stop you. It's a wonderful club to be a part of.
LOOK AT ME WORLD I AM AWAKE
It is 9.30 and I’ve gotten myself up without the help of crazy boyfrand who likes to tear the blankets off and tickle me and, like, lick my face.
All I want is to be back in beddddddddddddblaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhpbthhhhhhhh. What? No? No more bed? Fine. Good morning.
I am learning.
To eat my words. To swallow pride. To stomach criticism. To be a better Erin. To not be afraid. To hold back nothing. To believe “I love you.” To let it be. To love him and myself more and more every day, as best as I possibly can.
Anonymous asked: Ohhh right, right, right. I did get it backwards. Or rather, I meant to say "way less scary" than "way scarier." Either way, nice catch. And I agree, Ten is my Doctor, as well. Have fun with seasons three and four. Also, I challenge you to not cry at the ending of the End of Time. The entire Ten story arc is brought full circle just brilliantly.
Anonymous asked: I quite agree. The mass (But quick) extermination by the Daleks is way scarier than the thought of cyber conversion. Aaand finally, Nine, Ten, or Eleven?
Anonymous asked: And what's scarier? Daleks or Cybermen?
Anonymous asked: Amy or Rose?